I was 14 and pregnant...

by Alone in Oklahoma
(Oklahoma, USA)

My life has always been great.

I had lots of friends but most of them were girls; guys liked me but were afraid of my dad so they just stayed away.

My first real boyfriend (not the two week crap) started at the end of my 7th grade year and it ended at the end of my 8th grade year.

I liked KF, RM and my ex CA and I started talking to each of them and then right when one asked me out they all did. I was always such a goody two shoes so I said what the heck and dated them all at once.

All of my friends lost their virginity (I'm 14 at the time) and I started to feel the pressure....so I had sex with all of them. I really shouldn't have because I was on the high school softball team and my coach got pregnant, also a senior and a sophomore (I'm a freshman) and well I just really didn't think I'd get pregnant too but I did and let me tell you my life changed for good after that.

I quit the softball team but became the manager.

I got millions of stares and people asking me "Are you pregnant? How old are you?" It got old fast.

I had no idea whose baby it was so I had to face the truth and ask each of them for a test...it ended up being RM's baby and I had to break it to the other two.

I don't talk to them now and I only talk to RM.

I'm going to be starting my sophomore year in AUG and I'm now 15. My baby boy's name is Taylor Jordan M. and he is now a month old today.

I really couldn't have done it without the support of both families and my grandma who will watch Taylor while I'm attending school.

On the days that my grandma cannot watch Taylor I can take him to school with me, get all my assignments and go into the office to work on everything.

Even though my life is good right now, my school is known as home of the pregnant girls (we've had five girls get pregnant this year ranging from the 9th through the 12th grade).

This life isn't glamorous and I couldn't have done it without all the support I got. I'm lucky.

Just think about the possibilities before you have sex.